today i just feel swollen..
i've lost 3 lbs.. this is going slower than i thought.
im a very impatient person so really.. it's either all or nothing.
but its not that easy i guess. i just had a piece of toast with just enough peanut butter to cover half the slice.
i feel disgusting. why did i just eat that? im just slowing the process down. i feel like i f'n mess up every day. i know i need some food but i prob didn't need that whole slice at all.
how am i ever gonna lose the weight if im f'n up all the time.
im gonna go for a nice long walk with my son..today it's so beautiful out!
sometimes when i look at my child.. i envy him.. he doesn't care that he's not stick thin. i wish i could not care..
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I know that feeling. That eff! whyyyy did I just do that?! feeling. tomorrow is a new day. you'll succeed. set your mind to what you want and focus. <3 :)
ReplyDeletethank you <3
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